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i'm around, just dealing with a few things.
i did see your post though.
i think it's a good thing that you do it.
how you doing, eridan?

im drunk wwhat are you dealinn wiwith

just things.
mostly just things caused by the fog, nothing too big.
why are you drunk, eridan.

the fuck is sthis fog i keep eharin about naywway
becasiue humans are terrible all oa you

we're not all bad people, i promise.
are you telling me you didn't see any of the fog though?

uhhhhh imaybe but i dont remembmer really i mean i saww like wwierd shit but not like
anythin really wweired comared to other shit wweves een
but evveryone etalks about howw like terrible shit happened
itsk just fog

it seemed to bring things up people honestly were keeping hidden deep inside i think.
things we would rather not address you know?
you're okay though, right?

fuck yeah im fine
especially since i didnt get fuckin sutuck withw somethin like that because
i wowould fuckin die if i needed that after fuckin sterla i swwear to godd

well i'm glad you're fine.
sterla wasn't good for you i'm guessing?

no
it wwasnt good fore anyeone

no.
but some people took it better than others.
had to make sure you were taking it okay.

i guess it fucked me up i mean i stopped typin like this
i wwas all like this for like fuckine vver because like
wwhat wwas the point a indiviciduality when it wwas so much nicer just
not
bein me
an then i came to my fuckin senses im all fuckin ovver that shit wwho the fuck wwouldnt wwant to be me im amazin

to be honest, i understand what it's like - being someone you're not.
it's not easy, and you can't keep it up forever - honestly people should just accept you for who you are and save you the trouble.
hopefully you don't ever have to sit and question that sort of thing again though.

njo thats just it
youd ont understand unless you wwere there
you dont get it it wwas so
fuckin nice
it wwwas so nice ari like fuckin fror eal i didnt havve to wwrory about fef or nep or howw evveryone thinks im a fuckin joke here or anywwhere i just
i dont know
iwt wwas a thing
fuck it i dont wwant to talk about it

i might not get that much of it.
but you'd be surprised just how much i might understand, when you're sober.
don't let it eat at you though, eridan. it's not going to help you any if you dwell too much on it.

im tottaly fuckin ovver it here
i mean look
typin wwith purlpe font an all that

just because you say that, doesn't mean you're over it.
you can try and bury things all you want, but they will always be there if you dont deal with them.

but i am ovver it im totally ovvver it
im so ovver it that its ovvver there

yeah, that's what i've been telling people too.
and you know what, you never really get over it, if you have to keep telling people that.

wwhat the fuck else do you teell them

not to worry, that or the truth - which isn't always the easiest of things.
you just can't lie to yourself, that's all.

its wworked os ra r

far

are you sure?

or do you just want to tell yourself that?

i dont knoww

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