to be honest, i understand what it's like - being someone you're not. it's not easy, and you can't keep it up forever - honestly people should just accept you for who you are and save you the trouble. hopefully you don't ever have to sit and question that sort of thing again though.
njo thats just it youd ont understand unless you wwere there you dont get it it wwas so fuckin nice it wwwas so nice ari like fuckin fror eal i didnt havve to wwrory about fef or nep or howw evveryone thinks im a fuckin joke here or anywwhere i just i dont know iwt wwas a thing fuck it i dont wwant to talk about it
i might not get that much of it. but you'd be surprised just how much i might understand, when you're sober. don't let it eat at you though, eridan. it's not going to help you any if you dwell too much on it.
just because you say that, doesn't mean you're over it. you can try and bury things all you want, but they will always be there if you dont deal with them.
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it's not easy, and you can't keep it up forever - honestly people should just accept you for who you are and save you the trouble.
hopefully you don't ever have to sit and question that sort of thing again though.
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youd ont understand unless you wwere there
you dont get it it wwas so
fuckin nice
it wwwas so nice ari like fuckin fror eal i didnt havve to wwrory about fef or nep or howw evveryone thinks im a fuckin joke here or anywwhere i just
i dont know
iwt wwas a thing
fuck it i dont wwant to talk about it
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but you'd be surprised just how much i might understand, when you're sober.
don't let it eat at you though, eridan. it's not going to help you any if you dwell too much on it.
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i mean look
typin wwith purlpe font an all that
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you can try and bury things all you want, but they will always be there if you dont deal with them.
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im so ovver it that its ovvver there
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and you know what, you never really get over it, if you have to keep telling people that.
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you just can't lie to yourself, that's all.
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or do you just want to tell yourself that?
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